While the extents of your comprehension over this issue probably end at the news TV screen and red headline banners , while you didn’t question why the news channels cut to an abrupt break as soon as a Kashmiri was interviewed, while you didn’t wonder why outsiders ( tourists and students alike) were gathered up and shipped out of Kashmir like flocks and herds, here is what was happening in Kashmir that I know of ,as I experienced it.
So before you form hasty opinions and conclusions over our territory and our future with one eye closed and one fixated at Aaj Tak TV, speak to a Kashmiri, a witness of the horrors of G.O.I. , in other words, educate yourself.
I sat inside my home ,like countless Kashmiris , idle , with no internet , no cell phone network , almost nothing to do but witness this wrath for the nth time. I’m only 22 and have experienced this more times than I can recall.
Pellets, pepper gas and tear gas were rained upon empty streets by the CrPf from their vehicles as they zoomed by , EMPTY STREETS , to terrorize an already besieged people.
I heard at least 3-4 loud blasts a day , dangerously close to my house. Young men were being picked up by the CrPf and police , just that, not arrested , not detained – PICKED UP, snatched off the streets with no records or reasons. If you think this leaves behind a developed Kashmir to soothe your eyes around your summer getaway, I’ll tell you what it leaves behind, it leaves behind wailing mothers , sisters , fathers, brothers, aunts and uncles , cousins and neighbors, friends and all of Kashmir.
There were instances of the Central Reserve Police Force intimidating, threatening to kill people trying to get by the biggest hospital- SKIMS , motioning to use their guns and terrifying them .
In these times, they resort to barbaric authoritarianism , curtailing the necessary movement of people, after all they learn from the best- scores of Government representatives , GUNDA-RAJ indeed.
If you call these animals your “Jawans”and these puppet masters your “leadership” the hatred you are subscribing to is indescribable.
A swarm of people – young men, women and children , protesting with nothing but anguished words and slogans , demanding justice and echoing ” inqilab zindabad ” and “jis Kashmir ko khoon se sencha , wo Kashmir hamara hai” kept walking on , joined by more people along way ; the voices reverberating against the walls of the silent void that had replaced the cheerful sky for days now.
All this while India’s news channels and government kept repeating that Kashmir is at a peaceful stance, while BJP’s representatives claimed not a single tear gas was fired!
I know this because the sea of protestors went right past my home and my kin and blood was open fired upon near Eidgah and not because some fascist pig dressed in a khadi waistcoat leered over the microphone saying, “Ghati me haalaat samanye hai” , not because a “news reporter” picking and choosing , sifting through the truth , the actual truth and exclaiming just what suited their narrative said , ” Everything is peaceful in Kashmir.”
I know this because the raining gunfire ripping through the silence of some nights didn’t let me sleep.
We were scared to move out of our homes, even when we were in dire need of it , even on days when your news channels showed a few scattered cars and people on Lal Chowk road. We were scared that if picked up by the army or forces , we too would be shipped off to a godforsaken prison and our family would be left behind searching frantically, with no cell phones, communication networks, no government representatives to go to.
This isn’t an exaggeration of the situation, the BJP’s statement on ” lack of development ” due to Article 370 was one.
This is just what has happened around my vicinity, that I know of positively, ergo a fraction of the Kashmiri truth at the moment. What happened beyond this , I don’t know of and was just as oblivious to it as everyone else in the world with just one difference, I was not misled . I did not buy the idiocy of pseudo- development and reservations being paramount to freedom and personal safety of countless people.
They have ruined more for us, but this was Eid-ul-Azha. Imagine being tormented around Diwali or Holi . We have a practice of distributing the sacrificed sheep amongst relatives, friends , neighbors and the needy on Eid ul Azha . This Eid, we couldn’t practice our religion well because liars disguised as harbingers of development tell you that the limitations are for the safety of KASHMIRIS. We were wary of returning with our lives from Eid namaz as well.
Anyone who stood by the recent constitutional shitstorm , realizing its repercussions or not is equally inhumane . We have been betrayed and lied to , I wouldn’t say this comes as a shock to any Kashmiri, you have established your legacy of lies and monstrosity with us.
So , the international media , some of which actually reported a shard of the truth is, in your opinion WRONG and your media which is perpetuating this bubble of a hunky-dory atmosphere while millions of people are shut inside, decisions made about them , no food supplies arriving in the valley , yes , no food supplies entering ( they lied to you again) , peaceful protestors being attacked and all leaders , left and right captured , law and order suspended , is an accurate representation? Is it? Is this your truth?
We know how far from the truth you and your media are , so here , this is our truth , this is my truth ,
” All these bullets , pellets, PAVA (go Google this and let the horror sink in) shells, tear gas, insults , threats , molestations, wrongful arrests, battery and assault hurled at us by these people , may Allah SWT return these to them in worse forms , In Sha Allah. The world may fail to bring us justice , but Allah surely won’t, In Sha Allah ”
They will keep suppressing us as long as they can but , let’s reiterate the words of your Bhagat Singh – “Inqilab Zindabad! “